Doesn't Matter

from I Have to Go (the band is here, and they would really like to get paid tonight) by The Slow-Goers

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lyrics

I asked her if I talk to loud
Every time that I open up my mouth

But now I’m talking quietly
I'm talking quietly
Talking quietly now

So, don't make me go, I don't want this any more than you do
Breathing too slow, feels better than before

I started crying when I was walking down the stairs, and I heard that you were happy, and I'm hoping that you cared, I started feeling better as I tried to run away, but you chased me down and made me think about it every day, and I didn’t mean for it to be like this, I didn’t mean for it to end up with you feeling like I was the one abandoning, or that I couldn’t keep up, I'm sorry, but I felt really closed in and like I couldn’t breathe, and my anxiety went off the charts, and it hurt me head and made me want to be sick, and I just couldn’t deal with that any more I just can’t but I'll

Re wire my brain
(Take it apart)
Keep my mind sane
(Dont lose it)

I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that I cared I'm sorry I saw through you I'm sorry I was scared

Just stop thinking it
(Please)
Just stop saying it
(Please)
Just stop dreaming it
(Please)
Stop beliving it

I'm sorry if I'm telling you this wasn't meant to be, the way that it went, cause the way that it went was down, down, buried far away, dropped into the ocean and sunk beneath the waves

It won’t matter to me
(anymore)

Breathe me out, like the smoke on your lips, am I killing you better, than they ever did?

(Please)
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it

I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that I cared I'm sorry I saw through you I'm sorry I was scared 
Pulling me back so forcefully
Forcefully
Doesn't matter in the end
Cause its crushing my head
I don’t wanna feel this
I'm trying to tell you what it's like to be me
Take my arms
Take My Breath
Take My Heart
Take what's next
I don't care, I can't see, I'm so blind, I'm not free, I'm not close, I'm too far, there's a cut, now it's a scar,
I feel alone
I feel alone
I feel alone
I feel alone
I feel so alone

(Please)
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Do you dream about it
Do you dream about it
Do you dream about it
Do you dream

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from I Have to Go (the band is here, and they would really like to get paid tonight), released April 15, 2018

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