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Intro
01:21
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Sitting in an airport
Trying to remember
All the things I ever learned about keeping it together
But then I saw you walk through the open door
And nothing mattered any more
Where we are is showing scars, and saying hello
Where we go nobody knows
I guess that goes to show
First I took your hand
Then I kissed your mouth
Then I took a breath
Then I let it out
Nothing tastes like you did
Nothing feels like you did
You said you'd talk, you said you'd call
Its been 3 months, and nothing's changed at all
Nothing changed at all
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That building over there
It's where I live
I hope you'll come by soon
I'll show you my room
They see me at the edge,
It's where I lean
Trying not to fall away
Trying not to scream out loud
The person over there
He looks like me
He looks like a bastard
Heartless
How dare I be, so mean, to somebody who's always been so genuine to me.
So now, I'll say goodbye
Tell me how you're better off now
Did you tell him that you hate me
Tell me that you hate me now
When its all done
This will all be over quickly
And when, it's done
Will you say you miss me
Will you say you miss me
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Doesn't Matter
05:42
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I asked her if I talk to loud
Every time that I open up my mouth
But now I’m talking quietly
I'm talking quietly
Talking quietly now
So, don't make me go, I don't want this any more than you do
Breathing too slow, feels better than before
I started crying when I was walking down the stairs, and I heard that you were happy, and I'm hoping that you cared, I started feeling better as I tried to run away, but you chased me down and made me think about it every day, and I didn’t mean for it to be like this, I didn’t mean for it to end up with you feeling like I was the one abandoning, or that I couldn’t keep up, I'm sorry, but I felt really closed in and like I couldn’t breathe, and my anxiety went off the charts, and it hurt me head and made me want to be sick, and I just couldn’t deal with that any more I just can’t but I'll
Re wire my brain
(Take it apart)
Keep my mind sane
(Dont lose it)
I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that I cared I'm sorry I saw through you I'm sorry I was scared
Just stop thinking it
(Please)
Just stop saying it
(Please)
Just stop dreaming it
(Please)
Stop beliving it
I'm sorry if I'm telling you this wasn't meant to be, the way that it went, cause the way that it went was down, down, buried far away, dropped into the ocean and sunk beneath the waves
It won’t matter to me
(anymore)
Breathe me out, like the smoke on your lips, am I killing you better, than they ever did?
(Please)
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that I cared I'm sorry I saw through you I'm sorry I was scared
Pulling me back so forcefully
Forcefully
Doesn't matter in the end
Cause its crushing my head
I don’t wanna feel this
I'm trying to tell you what it's like to be me
Take my arms
Take My Breath
Take My Heart
Take what's next
I don't care, I can't see, I'm so blind, I'm not free, I'm not close, I'm too far, there's a cut, now it's a scar,
I feel alone
I feel alone
I feel alone
I feel alone
I feel so alone
(Please)
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Do you dream about it
Do you dream about it
Do you dream about it
Do you dream
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5. |
Better Than Me
05:03
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I'm lost again
For the last time I think
Thats what I said last time I think
I'm still all alone
Got lost on my own
and I haven’t seen the sun in weeks
I came out of my shell
And fell down to hell
No chance left of coming back clean
Remember when this felt like home?
Not just a bed
To rest my head
While I sleep
The winter got colder
And I got older
I outgrew you
You didn’t change
Such a shame
Such a shame
Such a shame to see
All the little things you did make sense from the outside (better than me)
All the little things I did (better than me)
Now seem wrong
All the little things I'd change looking at my past life (better than me)
All the little things I'd have changed (better than me)
All along
If this is how I get to you
You'll be better than me
If this is how i get through to you
You'll be better than me
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Coffee+Beer
04:55
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I miss touching your body
I miss breathing your air
I don't wanna go to bed, cause you aren’t there
I miss tasting your kisses
I miss touching your hair
I wish we weren’t just messing around, this isn’t fair
I see your ghosts, at my show
So i just want you to know
I miss touching your body, and breathing your air
I got better at lying
I got better in bed
I got better at thinking way to hard about what I said
I got better at hiding
I got stuck in my head
i guess it's much more fun to play pretend instead
So I, I don’t know why, why did I give all this a try
I guess got better at lying, and better in bed
I'll stop buying you coffee, (stop buying you coffee)
And start buying you beer, (another beer)
I'll do it slow so it won’t feel so goddamn weird (so damn weird)
I'll start being a zombie (start being a zombie)
I'll stop keeping you near (stop keeping you near)
And I'll make believe that you were never here (Never, ever, here)
Do you know, what I mean, I said it feels good to scream
I'll stop buying you coffee, start buying you beer
And it hurts on the inside
And I think I want to die
I'm still missing your body
I'm still missing your air
Next time I'll try to be
More aware
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I'm calling you, say my name, promise it won't hurt again
I'm calling you, to set it straight, I want to love, I don't want to hate
I'm calling you, don’t be afraid, I’m better now, I've got it made
I'm calling you, be anything, I'm begging you, cause my whole body aches
Don’t fade away
Like every other day, that came before, and will come again
Dont be too late, don’t try to mess with fate, because I know what this could be
What this could be
Don’t speak
It makes this harder
Don't think
It makes this better
Don’t be
With any other
I can’t breathe
I need you closer
I need you here
Don’t fade away
Like every other day, that came before, and will come again
Don't be too late, don’t try to mess with fate, because I know what all of this could be, just don’t leave, just don’t leave, don’t leave me
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8. |
Untitled
03:32
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Why did you call
If you jump, you fall
Don't say how
I can't do this here
Won't do this now
Don't do this now
If we are who we are,
Then we came way too far
If you check if I'm alright, you will get no reply
Got no regrets, for the time
That i gave to you, but please, give me mine
If I see you on the other side
I'll get no reply
So close your eyes and say goodbye
I hear its cold
And i hope its cold where you are
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9. |
Benadryl
01:00
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10. |
Skeleton
07:49
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I think you know my name, I don't think I know yours
I'm sorry if you're tired, I'm sorry if you're bored
I guess trying too hard didn't do enough, so now you have to see
What it's like to be living without me
Do you know how it feels to have the rug pulled from beneath
Cause it doesn’t feel so great, when you have fallen to you knees
Sticking fingers into wax, trying writing on the wall
But fire’s getting higher, and it just consumed it all
Every time you came around here, just to try to set me off
Made me angry, made me bitter, made me sick, made me cough
But now I’m lithe like a skeleton, live like a skeleton, live like a skeleton, die like a skeleton
You don’t hurt me any more
I'm not thinking about you tonight
I'm not thinking about you tonight
Won't turn around and open up that door
I'm not thinking about you tonight
I'm not thinking about you tonight
Don't wanna hold this anger anymore
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11. |
I'm Home
02:39
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I woke up today with the sun in my face, and your smile in the back of my mind
I woke up so late, I was crushed by the weight of dreaming that you were still mine
I woke up today with a song in my brain, that was hopeful and sad at the same time
It said carry on, you are tall, you are strong, but I'm still waiting to find
So
Let me go
Make it fast
Make it slow
I
I don’t mind
Just as long as we can make this
The last time for you
For me
But if you are drinking alone
And if you're looking through your telephone
And wondering if somebody is home
I'm home
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